Realization

Can you see you're not helping me?
I'm not getting any better.
Lying to myself, i can't deny.
It doesn't help me feel better.

Finding out, I've lost my mind.
It doesn't matter in the end.
There's no cure, no medicine.
I guess Its already dead.

This sickness has got to me.
I'm just tired of being tired.
(And i'm) out of my mind
I can't decide, to run or hide.

Finding out, the truth really hurts.
Knowing nothing, was supposed to be worse.
I guess it never really mattered.
Its already dead, in the end.

Can you see you're not helping me?
I'm not getting any better.
Lying to myself, i can't deny.
It doesn't help me feel better.

Finding out, I've lost my mind.
It doesn't matter in the end.
There's no cure, no medicine.
I guess Its
Finding out, the truth really hurts.

Knowing nothing, was supposed to be worse.
I guess it never really mattered.
Its already dead, in the end.