Penciled Paranoia

3000 miles is but a number, I won’t let distance deter me
Forbidden love is but an omen foretelling what our own could be
No matter what I write I can’t absolve this pain inside
My penciled paranoia’s killing me

And I feel obligated to tell you every aspect of the truth
You’re the one that’s in my heart, you’re the one that’s on my mind

What is love without confusion? Your thoughts are never plain to see
This love had once floated over nations but is sinking out at sea (Oh no)
No matter how I try I get the same response each time
Lone silence is haunting me

And I feel obligated to tell you every aspect of the truth
You’re the one that’s in my heart, you’re the one that’s on my mind

Hate to break it to you but I can’t let go
I can’t fake this with you like I still don’t hold these feelings deep inside
From which i cannot hide
Hello or goodbye, in the end I’ll still be asking why

This ain’t the first time that I reached out and it ain’t the last you’ll hear of me
I never viewed you as a cop out; the only one I saw was me (Just me)
I find it funny how I gave up on everyone else when the one I wanted gave up on
me

And I feel obligated to tell you every aspect of the truth
You’re the one that’s in my heart, you’re the one that’s on my mind

Hate to break it to you but I can’t let go
I can’t fake this with you like I still don’t hold these feelings deep inside
From which i cannot hide
Hello or goodbye, in the end I’ll still be asking why

Why must I lose you just to gain some peace?
I’m the one who abused you and now your pain’s released

And I feel obligated to tell you every aspect of the truth
You’re the one that’s in my heart, you’re the one that’s on my mind x2
(Chorus x2)